DISCLAIMER: Mulder and Scully and the search for the truth all belong to Chris Carter and Co. I'm just borrowing them. I promise to return them in no worse condition than Chris would.:) SUMMARY: Eleven months after the events of "Water's Edge", James Maley is set to go to trial, Scully is preparing to face the day her chip will be removed, and Mulder is wondering where he fits in the grand scheme of things, and particularly into Scully's new life. TITLE: HIGH TIDE AUTHOR: Elizabeth Rowandale (bstrbabs@gmail.com) RATING: NC-17 CLASSIFICATIONS: SAR, MSR, Casefile, X-File ARCHIVE: ONLY ON AUTHOR'S OWN WEBSITE UNTIL STORY IS COMPLETED. SPOILERS: Through US season 7 and, of course, for all of "Water's Edge" TIMELINE: Takes place 11 months after "Water's Edge", continuing in that universe. This universe turns AU sometime after "all things" and before "Requiem". AUTHOR'S NOTE: For reference, I, as the author, do not consider this story a "sequel" to "Water's Edge" (though you really really need to have read "Water's Edge" to understand this one). "Water's Edge" is over. Done. I have told the story I wished to tell. "High Tide" is another story, which happens to take place in this same universe and carries through certain elements of storyline from "Water's Edge". But it is not "More Water's Edge". It is its own entity. Just want to make that clear, so everyone is on the same page to begin with. So, without further ado...:) With Happy Birthday Wishes to Sybil.:) HIGH TIDE by Elizabeth Rowandale (bstrbabs@gmail.com) Copyright (c) 2004 Chapter 1: "Christopher, put it back! No, no, not the one with jelly, you have your white sweater on..." She was stretching out across the grass and the picnic blanket, grasping toward her son, but there was laughter in every movement, and the white sweater had already met its nemesis. "Give it up, Scully," Mulder said through his own laughter, sitting back on his heels. "Chris..." Christopher's bright blue eyes seemed to understand the joke, and he took a step back from his mother, shaking the neatly cut quarter of a sandwich. His tiny fingers tightened on his prize in his glee and dribbled grape jelly onto his sleeve and the grass. "Cwisfo's sammie!" he squealed. Scully pushed to her feet, brushing crumbs off the skirt of her pale blue sundress. Her orange hair flashed in the sun. "You can eat it, sweetie, just bring it back by Mommy first. Just let me put your bib back on." Mulder laughed again and settled in to watch as Christopher gave Scully a run for her money, jogging away in his precious little waddle, sandwich slopping jelly as he ran. "Christopher! Hey, you do not run away from me!" But the scolding did not hold the conviction it should have. The day was too beautiful, the wind too soft, and the grass too inviting. Mulder took a bite of his own tuna sandwich and luxuriated in the simple flavors and the gentle breeze as he watched Scully catch hold of her son from behind, swinging him playfully in the air as he squealed, her skirt twirling around her thighs (*his* thighs). Christopher's sweater was already dotted with purple, and Mulder doubted Scully's dress would survive much longer. "Come here, Little Sticky Fingered Boy," Mulder said, holding out a hand as mother and son returned to the picnic blanket. "How about a napkin and a bib, just to keep your Mom happy, eh? What do you say?" Mulder wiped down Christopher's hands and face with his own napkin, dipping the corner in his drinking water and dabbing ineffectually at the sweater. Scully picked up the diaper bag. "I could have sworn I brought a Shout Wipe with me... Or maybe I used them up at the restaurant yesterday." "That was not my fault, maple syrup is never that runny," Mulder said, embarrassed laughter mixing with his defensive tone. "It's okay, you've only been eating for the last forty years or so; I can't expect you to have the hang of it yet." "Sammie!" Christopher shouted, pointing at the sandwich he had staked out for his own, now resting on the edge of Mulder's plate. "I know, I know, Buddy, it's coming." Mulder made a few last swipes at Christopher's hands and clothes. He wiped off his own hands and retrieved the sandwich for Christopher, dabbing at a spot of purple on his own slacks as he did so, then a spot on the white picnic blanket, a spot of...of...not jelly...wait...darker...red...Jesus... He looked up into the sunlight, Scully standing above him, soft and beautiful, waves of auburn hair around her shoulders, but hand to her upper lip, bright streak of red against white skin as the blood trailed from her nose. "Scully?" "Mulder, I--Mulde--" One flash of fear, hooded lids, and then she hit the ground. His ears were ringing so loudly sound didn't make sense. He was across the picnic blanket in a blur, food on his khaki slacks, not feeling the soda that spilled across his ankle. "Scully? Scully! Can you hear me?" He had her in his arms, sitting up cradled against his chest, but she wasn't coming to. "Mommy! Mommeee!" Christopher yelled, pulling on the back of Mulder's shirt with jelly-covered fingers as he made his way around to Scully. The little boy knew there was something wrong, picked up on the horror in Mulder's voice. And Mulder was scrambling, fumbling for his cell phone off his belt, blindly dialing 911. Christopher was starting to cry, pulling at Scully, knowing his mother wasn't right. Mulder had the phone to his ear, but he didn't even know what he was saying. Scully was lying in his lap, eyes pulling half open now and then, but unable to react to the world around her, head falling to the side against his arm. Mulder dropped the phone trying to reach for Christopher, to keep him from running off. "Stay close, Chris, just--" He picked up the phone, propped it on his shoulder, but his thoughts were only for Scully and the notion that he couldn't let go. Because if he let go, untethered her from his connection, this earth... "Scully?" skin so pale "Scully? Can you hear me?" cheeks cold in the beating sun "Baby, it's okay. Hang in there. Help's coming, help's coming. Scully! Christopher, stay here! It's okay, Chris, just stay by me, Buddy, Mommy needs help--" "Mommy. Want MOMMEEEE!! Mommy WAKE!"-- Mulder jerked awake in a sea of sweat and gasping breath. "Oh, God. Oh, God. Scully." "Mulder?" Dana Waterston sat up in the midnight shadows beside him, sleep clouded and confused and safe and beautiful. "Mulder, what's wrong? What happened?" He could barely breathe, let alone speak. He swiped a hand over his face, clearing the prickly sweat from his eyes. His heart was pounding against his chest. "It's okay," he managed. "It's okay." He reached out an arm and circled it around her shoulders. "Mulder, what happened?" The concern in her voice was calming. "It's okay, Scully. Just a dream. Bad dream." Her warm hand smoothed down the side of his face, caressed his ear. "It's all right. We're okay. Christopher's okay." He nodded, eyes closed, concentrating on slowing his breath. "Mulder, what is it? This is the third time in just over a week. What's going on?" But he shook his head. "It's nothing. Too much King Street Lasagne." "Mulder--" He smoothed a clumsy hand down her face to close her eyes, "Sleep, G-woman. It's far from morning," and he guided them back into the warmth of the inviting mattress. Scully settled into her place and he felt the release in her limbs, returning to a much needed state of quiet despite her protests. "Mulder, are you okay?" He kissed her temple and pulled her back tight against his chest, her hips snugly spooned with his. Silk and bare shoulders beneath the covers, that was Scully. "As long as you're here, I'm fine," he said, eyes closed and feigning sleepiness. "I'm right here," Scully whispered, a deep intimacy in her tone that soothed him from the inside out. She shifted and spread her hair up over the pillow case, brushing his cheek with the tails. And for a vivid moment he was back in that sun-drenched park, with Scully's limp body in his arms and her hair falling across his leg as the blood ran across her lip. *Jesus...* "Mulder?" "Sleep..." He felt her give in. She kept her body tight against his, twined her fingers through his as he shifted his hand to cup her breast. She kissed the arm beneath her neck. "It's okay," she whispered, hoarse voice like a balm to his soul. He pretended he could sleep again without the echoes of the screams. ***** It was the screams that had first infiltrated his dreams. Eleven months. Eleven months of injections and the pain had not lessened. Yet she continued to accept the needle. Continued to endure the furious burn as the alien antidote ripped through her body. Tick Tock. One month to judgment day. And his heart was starting to beat in time with the passing of seconds. They barely spoke of the chip anymore. The silence deepened as time went on. They each quietly tracked the dates. Once a month, after Christopher was sound asleep, Scully sat on the edge of the living room sofa and offered him the white skin of her upper arm. And he broke that tender flesh and let the acid solution singe her blood. And she would cry out and fall into the cushions, and he would fall on top of her and she would claw at his arms and bury her face in his shirt. And eventually, she would go quiet, listless and exhausted. They had come into the habit of clicking on the television, letting something play softly in the background, anything, to quiet her mind while they lay, a soft entanglement of limbs and red hair and displaced clothes. So much like the good times on this couch. So far away. They didn't talk about how many shots to go, or what would happen near the end of that count, or how she felt about all of that these days. Her quiet determination spoke alone. And her easy touch against his skin. But the screams still rang in his ears. ***** She was already standing in the street, morning sunlight dancing in her hair as she gazed across the sparse traffic, cell phone pressed to her ear, hand resting on the roof of his car. He wouldn't drive the Jag to work. Truth was he loved the Jag. He drove it when they went out together on the weekends. He pretended it was no big deal, pretended they took that car because the seats were more comfortable for Scully and the electronic settings memory made it easier to switch the mirrors back and forth between drivers. But the truth was, he was in Guy Heaven when he was cruising along the highway in that gem of a car. But he wouldn't drive it to work. Because they weren't married. And he couldn't afford the car on his salary. And all the guys at work knew that. So he didn't drive the Jag to work. This morning, he needed to spend some time at Quantico, so he was giving Scully a ride to work. It was nice, just once in a while, to have a few moments together in the morning that weren't spent with a toddler in the middle or a nanny hovering nearby. For a few minutes in the car, they could be partners again, out on the road with no one to answer to but each other. He jogged across the street and fished through his pockets for his keys as he tossed Scully a smile across the top of the car. She held up a finger and nodded with a half-smile, still listening to the voice on the other end of the phone. "Chris okay?" she mouthed after a moment. And he gave her a thumbs-up and nodded. He opened the door, sank into the car, and clicked open Scully's side. "Well, that's great," she said brightly, sinking into the passenger seat and passing her briefcase through to the back seat. He watched her in sideways glances as he started the car. "Okay." She snapped on her seatbelt. "That's fine, just call my cell. Okay. Bye." She snapped her phone closed and dropped it into her lap. She met his curious gaze with a bright enthusiasm of her own. "My brother's coming into town!" "Aaanhh!" In retrospect, probably not his most supportive reply. To her credit, Scully gave a generous laugh. "No, *Charles*!" Mulder's eyes widened as he maneuvered out into the traffic. "Charles? You're kidding me!" "No. It's just him without the family, but... Last minute TDY, he's getting in late this afternoon and wanted to have dinner with us tonight if we can." Mulder shrugged and nodded. "I'm free. Do we have a sitter?" "I'll phone Ashleigh, see if she's free. If not, Charles is pretty kid-proof," she added with a soft smile. Mulder drove on in silence. "I told him we'd grab him from the airport. Can you get away a little early today? He's coming into Reagan at 4:30. If not, I can just come back for you, or we can meet somewhere downtown..." "No, that's fine, I should be able to get away." Then after a moment, "You're okay with this?" She turned his way, eyebrow lifted. "With...I'm sorry, okay with what?" He shrugged, giving a bit too much attention to the road as they slowed for a stoplight. "With...introducing me to the family like that." "Mulder, you have dinner at my Mom's all the time." "That's different." "No, it's not." "Yes. It is." "Mulder. Charles is my baby brother. And you..." She was gracefully covering her search for a word. And he pinned her with his gaze, not letting her slip away. Cruel, perhaps, but there were another man's rings on the chain around Scully's neck and this was something that he needed to hear. "You're my family," she said firmly, meeting the challenge. "So, no, Mulder. I have no problem with that. I want you to have dinner with my little brother." He nodded, and tried to stay serious behind his cursory smile. But the corners of her mouth were pulling into a grin and the playful brightness in her eyes was so rare it was something he could never resist (*'Mulder, did you see their eyes? If I were that stoned...' 'Ho-hoo, if you were that stoned, what?'*). He never had been able to. In the end, without another word spoken, they were both smiling, and the sparkle between them was warm and comfortable and for that moment Scully was in the car beside him and content in his silence, and everything was right with the world. He reached out and twined his fingers through hers, and she squeezed back hard without looking away from the early morning world rushing past her window. Tick Tock. Judgment Day was coming. And he was the instigator. ***** (End Chapter 1. Continued in Chapter 2...) bstrbabs@gmail.com