DISCLAIMER: Mulder and Scully and the search for the truth all belong to Chris Carter and Co. I'm just borrowing them. I promise to return them in no worse condition than Chris would.:) TITLE: HIGH TIDE AUTHOR: Elizabeth Rowandale (bstrbabs@gmail.com) RATING: NC-17 CLASSIFICATIONS: SAR, MSR, Casefile, X-File ARCHIVE: ONLY ON AUTHOR'S OWN WEBSITE UNTIL STORY IS COMPLETED. TIMELINE: Takes place 11 months after "Water's Edge", continuing in that universe. This universe turns AU sometime after "all things" and before "Requiem". TRIVIAL AUTHOR'S NOTE: The conception of Charles Scully and his family that appears here is based on the one I created years ago for the story "The Ashes That Remain" in my Ashes series, with the exception of the brief meeting that took place between Charles and Mulder in that story--that meeting did not happen in the HT universe. It's completely unnecessary to have read those stories before this one, but if you want the back story I created for Charlie's family and his relationship with Scully, that's where you'll find it.:) HIGH TIDE by Elizabeth Rowandale (bstrbabs@gmail.com) Copyright (c) 2004 Chapter 2: "I hate to talk like this I hate to act as if There's something wrong that I can't say I have this dream at night Almost every night I've been dreaming it forever It's easy to remember it It's always cold It's always day You're always here You always say I'm all right I'll be ok" --"Keep Myself Awake", Black Lab Scully stretched the rubber band around her hair, twisting it into a knot at the base of her neck. "So..." she continued, for the benefit of the small group of students awaiting her words, "I want to finish this unit by the end of next week if we can pull that off. After that, Agent Hasbro will be filling in for many of my classes, while I'm involved with testimony at a trial." There was a moment of quiet while Scully added a few instruments to her rolling tray and pushed it closer to the cadaver. "Now..." Sharon Mueller, the shyest of Scully's students, with her mousy dishwater hair and clunky black-rimmed glasses, said softly, "The trial...would that be...an old X-File, Dr. Waterston?" Scully stopped mid-action, lowered a scalpel to the tray. She hooked an errant strand of hair behind her ear and gave her student full eye contact. "Not exactly, Ms. Mueller, no. This trial is related to a case I worked while assigned to the X-Files division, yes, but it was never clearly established as an X-File. I don't believe there was anything to warrant that classification." "Was this while Agent Mulder was...dead...?" ventured Donald McFadden. Scully breathed out softly through her nose, uncomfortably aware of the constant cold of the autopsy bay and the early hour of the morning. She pulled off her latex gloves and took a step away from the cadaver and toward the gathering of would-be agents. "Okay. I guess I haven't done this yet with this class." She folded her arms across her chest. "I'm sure you all know I used to be Agent Scully of Mulder and Scully of the basement office and the X-Files. The Agent Scully of the endless rumors, the Ice Queen nickname, the Mrs. Spooky nickname, and many other nicknames out of line for this venue. I worked the X-Files for 8 years. I saw some things you could never imagine prove to be reality. I saw many many other things prove to be elaborate hoaxes and endlessly perpetuated falsehoods. I am a scientist. I have never ceased to view any and all of my experiences on this job through the lens of science. Agent Mulder is less scientific in his approach, but no less cautious or responsible. I no longer work the X-Files. Neither does Agent Mulder. They are very competently run by Agent Gannon Michaels and Agent George Brennen. Agent Mulder is very much alive. He is not a clone, a fake, or a long lost twin. No one had plastic surgery, and no one was on the run from the mafia. Agent Mulder was gone for private reasons. He is now back for personal reasons. The trial that is about to begin concerns the serial murder charges of one James Maley, about which I'm sure you were kept abreast in the papers. And, yes, before you ask, I was one of his intended victims. And to keep your eyes on the autopsies and not straining to see my arm every time I push up my sleeve before pulling out the intestines, everyone have one good look." Scully pushed up her right sleeve and held out her forearm. Most of the students looked away, stealing only shy, embarrassed glances. Two or three stared openly. Standard mix for a new group. "Now, if there's nothing else, we have a body to dissect..." Scully reached out for a fresh pair of latex gloves, then paused when a voice from the group called out, "*Were* you Mrs. Spooky?" She froze, then turned to see Jacob Stringer's dark eyes firmly fixed upon her, his tall thin frame placing him a head above the others. "That, Mr. Stringer, is none of your business. But since I have had enough rumors bounce off these walls to last me a lifetime, and within months many of you will be working with those very agents who perpetuate those rumors, the answer is Agent Mulder and I worked the X-Files as partners. Now, we live together. That is all you need to know. So, if you would all kindly gather around this table, I will introduce you to the encyclopedia of information you can extrapolate from the study of a gunshot entry wound." ***** She finished her last class later than she would have liked. She got a phone call from Gannon Michaels over yet another detail of the trial preparations and agreed to meet with him about it in the morning. She didn't want to think about Maley today. She was short on sleep. She was short on enthusiasm for the righteous conviction of a murderous criminal. Her arm was still sore from last week's injection and the nausea was lasting longer now. The levels of the vaccine were cumulative in her system, and it was getting hard to eat for the first few days after each dose. Scully switched off all but the yellow glowing desk lamp in her cramped office to ease the strain on her eyes. She rested her forehead on her grade book for a long minute before she pulled back up and glanced at her watch. Almost time to go. Charlie would be on the ground soon. Something to look forward to. Something good. But just five more minutes... She let her head fall back to rest on her arm. "Hey, Sleeping Beauty." The gentle voice startled her awake. "Jesus. Mulder?" His warm hand smoothed her hair, caressed her sleep-flushed cheek. "It's okay. You fell asleep on your desk." "Oh, God, you're kidding me. What time is it?" "Time to go, but we're not late. It's okay." She was breathing too hard, disoriented. She hated sleeping away from her bed, hated the sense of the surreal. She closed her eyes and forced a deep breath, willing blood to surge through her limbs. Mulder laughed softly, curious. "You okay, Scully?" She nodded. "I'm fine. Just more tired than I thought, apparently." She tried a wry smile, mainly for Mulder's benefit. "You eating all right?" he asked, a familiar darkness passing behind his eyes. "Aside from having to skip lunch today for an extra class, just fine. Really." "Yeah?' "Yeah. There's a breakfast bar in my briefcase, I'll eat it on the way to the airport." He sank down to sit on his heels beside her. "Well, good. In that case... Hey." The word was a soft caress carried on a gentle smile. An intimate greeting. She felt something tight uncoiling within her. A soft smile found its way to her own lips. "Hey," she whispered back. She felt the heat of his lips as they pulled toward hers. Eleven months, and the delicious thrill at the moment of contact had not lessened. She could still taste the rain of the first kiss in each succeeding moment she met his lips. One soft kiss, then another. Then her fingers were lacing through the fine hairs at the nape of his neck and drinking in the warmth of his skin in the cold basement in all the ways she had been denied all those years. And his long fingers were beneath her lab coat on her ribcage and his palm cradling the back of her neck and everything else was melting away. Too long for that, lately, too. Too many tired days of falling asleep early while Mulder was still at the computer. She wanted to stay awake tonight. When they broke away, she didn't speak. Eye contact was enough, always had been. Soft hazel and thick lashes and more fine lines than she remembered in her mind's eye. Somewhere in her heart, he would always be the young man in the gold-rimmed glasses who had greeted her with contempt one sunny morning and shared a child's joy finding orange X's on the pavement one rainy night. "How was your day?" she whispered. "Caught a bad guy." She lifted an eyebrow. "I thought you were here researching today." "I was. Found what I needed. Got a warrant. Went and caught the guy." "Did you take your partner with you?" "You're my partner." "Stop it. Did you take McKenzie?" "I agreed to let him tag along, yes." "Mulder, I think he's a decent agent. You are giving him a chance, aren't you?" He gave her his best charming smile. "Would you expect any less of me?" Scully narrowed her eyes. "Mulder...this isn't going to go like the last partner, is it..." "I'm behaving myself, Scully." "Unh-huh..." He clasped her hand and pulled her to her feet. "Come on, G- woman. Let's go get your brother." ***** "No, it's United, I'm sure of it. He said the third sign, but I'm betting if he's counting from the street, he can't see that one around the corner. You see that? So, I bet he's by the fourth..." Mulder braked as a harried traveler cut across the pick-up lanes with a precarious stack of loose baggage on top of her one rolling suitcase. "Could be right," he said, scanning the crowds of passengers lining the wide sidewalk outside baggage claim. He was searching for red hair. The traveler was picking up the bags that had fallen off her tower near the curb. Mulder pulled the car slowly forward as the way cleared and he returned his attention to the crush of cars. "There he is!" Scully cried. Mulder had barely slowed the car at the curb before she was out and on the move. "Charles!" Mulder shifted into park and rose from the driver's seat, door still half closed in defense against crazed motorists, as the reunion scene played out over the top of his car. "Dana! Look at you!" Scully hit her brother like a gale wind and he caught her up in his arms, swinging her around, black pumps inches from the ground. Charles was taller than Scully, but not quite up to Bill's, or even Mulder's, height. Charles' orange hair was cropped close, a nod to his military lifestyle. Or maybe an older habit from the days Captain Scully had run the ship. He was dressed with the same conservative class the rest of the Scully clan favored: pressed khaki slacks and a herringbone sweater beneath a plain black trench coat. Mulder closed the car door as he watched red hair mix with red hair and freckles match freckles. He moved around the car. "Charlie," he heard Scully say through a smile, her face still half buried in her brother's neck. Charles laughed warmly, lowering Scully to the pavement, but keeping his arms firmly around her. Scully pulled back to beam up at her brother, then pushed up for another tight embrace. Charles hugged her hard. "Good to see you, too, Day," he said with a tender smile. Scully let go and turned as Mulder approached. Partner radar never failed. "Charlie? I'd like you to meet Fox Mulder. At long last. Mulder? This is my baby brother, Charles." Charles kept his left arm around his sister as he held out his right hand toward Mulder. "The much heralded Fox Mulder. Good to meet you, my man. Relax, I have nothing in common with Bill." Mulder couldn't suppress a grin. "I like him already," he said to Scully, who just closed her eyes good-naturedly. Mulder shook Charles' hand, their grips solid and comfortable. "The elusive Charlie. Good to meet you at last. I was beginning to think Scully was making you up." "I can see you show him plenty of family pictures," Charles said to Scully, and her eyes widened in innocent indignation. "I do! I've shown him plenty of pictures of you! Haven't I--?" "Yeah, I've heard that before..." Charles clamped a hand over Scully's mouth as she continued to protest, and he turned toward Mulder as though Scully were not struggling and kicking him. "Getting cold in this part of the world! I'm not used to it. Been in the southwest too long." Mulder started to reply through an incredulous smile when Scully broke free of Charles' hand. "Stop it!" she cried. "What are you, five? God, you're just as annoying as you ever were." "Yes, I am. Are you still as ticklish as you ever were?" Scully took a sharp step back and held up her open hands in warning, eyebrow raised. "Don't you dare." Charles faked a step toward her and Scully jerked half a step back on reflex, and Charles fell into an affectionate laugh. "Relax, I'll wait until we're not parked in a loading zone. Then I'll surprise you." "In your dreams, Little Boy," she drawled. "I'll get this for you." Mulder grasped Charles' small suitcase and moved toward the trunk. Scully pulled open the passenger door and tossed back her hair as she moved into the wind. Mulder slammed the trunk, and looked up at Charles hovering nearby. "Ribcage," Mulder dead-panned. Scully shut the door, out of ear-shot. Charles lifted an inquiring eyebrow, a smile lingering in his eyes. "Excuse me?" "Her ribcage. Works every time." Understanding dawned, and Charles laughed openly and nodded. "Yep. Always did." As Mulder sank behind the wheel, Charles Scully settled into the back seat of the car. Charles seemed to be a good guy, easy going. Dinner showed prospects of enjoyable camaraderie. Scully seemed wonderfully happy. She deserved a comfortable family evening on the town, a brief respite from the treadmill of motherhood and work and trial preparation and the impending threat of risking her health to regain her freedom. And he wanted to give her that. So, he ignored the growing cold in the pit of his stomach. It would shout for attention later on. ***** "So, then there I am, and I've gotten Patrick out of the tree and on the ground, but my sleeve is just completely locked on this branch and I'm kind of dangling by my shirt and I can't reach with my other hand to get it loose or to even unbutton my cuff. And Patrick doesn't want to climb back up after he just got out, and Jamie is just sitting over there on her picnic blanket with her headphones on, typing a text message on her cell phone to one of her friends--" Scully shook her head and leaned back from her plate. "I can't...I can't even believe Jamie is twelve now." "Oh, tell me about it. Overnight, she went from roller skates and Barbie dolls to like this teenager in training or something." "And Patrick's nine. Doesn't seem possible." Charlie clicked his tongue. "God, Dana, I can't believe how long it's been since we've seen each other. I can't even remember..." He tapped his finger on the tablecloth, ticking through months and memories. "I came to Christopher's baptism. But the kids didn't make it because of Jamie's ski trip." Scully nodded. "Mm-hmm..." "And then...when was the last time *I* saw you?" She sat up straighter, smoothing her napkin and keeping it centered on her lap. She cleared her throat. "Well...since you didn't make it out for Christmas, I would have to say...Daniel's funeral." Her words were slow and almost reluctant, lids hooded. Charles cringed, fingers curling into a fist. "Oh, Jesus. No wonder it's good to see you smile." She kept her eyes on her plate. Felt Mulder's gaze tickling her hairline. Beneath the table, she crossed her legs, and hooked her foot behind Mulder's calf. "So, how did you get out of the tree?" Mulder asked at last. Charles grinned. "Patrick was halfway up and panicking because he couldn't get any higher, when Annabelle showed up to meet us for lunch and she climbed up and retrieved her big macho husband from the tree. Up and down like a monkey, nothing to it." Scully smiled softly through a bite of lettuce. "I can see that. She's great." "Two kids," Mulder said, shaking his head. "That used to sound so normal to me, but now that I've seen the parenting process from the inside, I can't imagine handling two at once." Charles nodded and took another sip of his beer, and something about the gesture reminded Scully of her father and family dinners in San Diego. "It's a zoo sometimes. But some things are easier. They occupy each other a certain amount. They feel safer with a babysitter when they're young if they're together. Things like that. I don't know how Mom and Dad handled four of us, though," he said with a nod toward Scully. She swallowed a bite of tomato. "Well, that brings good and bad, too. Bill and Missy became built-in babysitters at a certain point." "Much to their horror," Charles said with a snorted laugh. "Well, we didn't exactly make it easy for them." "Hey, at least I didn't bite!" "Excuse me?" Mulder chimed in, leaning forward. Scully closed her eyes and waited for Charles to fill in the inevitable reply. "She was a horrible biter when she was a toddler and even preschooler. Oh my God, she was like a little snippy Chihuahua. You steal her toy and she'd bite your ear." "It was not that bad," she said, turning toward Mulder. "A few times, I may have--" "A *few*? You even bit a kid at preschool! The teacher called a conference!" "Remind me again why I'm happy to see you." "Actually, Scully, it does sound like you," Mulder said, leaning back again, looking for somewhere to stretch his long legs beneath the compact table. He was obviously well amused by the entire scenario. "It sounds like me?" "Well, you've never been one to hesitate to defend yourself. I mean, you did shoot me." Charles coughed and reached for his water. "Wait, you *shot* him?" "Now, wait, that is a long story..." "Not that long," said Mulder helpfully. "I wouldn't listen to her so she shot me. Made me more cooperative." "Mulder! Charles, he was being given hallucinogenic drugs and was about to murder someone else, and I..." But both men were too busy laughing to follow her story. In the end she cracked a smile herself, shook her head and turned her attention back to her dinner. Mulder pushed back his chair. "Well, on that lovely note, I'll ask you to hold the Scully gossip while I make a quick run to the men's room." His searching gaze reached out across the dinner time crowd toward the smokey bar. "Anyone know which direction I'm heading?" "I think it's around the other side of the bar, by the kitchen entrance," Scully said. Mulder nodded and ventured off. In the brief quiet following his departure, Scully drew a few deep breaths and soaked in the comfortable atmosphere of her surroundings. They were in a neighborhood bar and grille she and Mulder had hit for late night dinners once or twice and enjoyed. A jazz tune played softly on the overhead speakers, indecipherable above the echoes and fragments of conversation, but pleasant nonetheless. Heavy wood tables and chairs and low beamed ceilings warmed the texture of the place. A mix of after work executives and middle class families peppered the dining area. And she was here with Mulder and her brother. She missed Christopher, but aside from that, this was a fairly good moment to be in. Charlie's voice pulled her from her reverie. "So. All those years you said he was just your partner...?" She lifted an eyebrow. "He *was*--Just. My. Partner." "Yeah?" "Yeah." "So..." She drew a careful breath, let her gaze sink to Charlie's sweater. "So...what's on the surface and what's underneath...can be two completely different things." "So, he WASN'T just--" "By all tangible definitions, he *was* just my partner. And best friend. Yes." "Okay. I got it." They were quiet for a moment, cleaning the last of the food from their plates. Then Charles said plainly, "I like him, Dana." She swallowed hard. "I like him, too." "He's the one?" She angled her head slightly gave the slightest lift of her shoulder, was surprised by the thickness in her voice. "He's my Mulder. Always has been." Charles nodded in silence. "Then, I love him." Scully closed her eyes. Yeah. It was good to see Charlie. "Okay. My turn to hit the ladies room. If they bring the check while I'm gone, feel free to go ahead and pay it." "Bite me." "You sure you want to tempt me?" She crossed paths with Mulder near the bar. "My turn," she said simply. And Mulder smiled and drew a gentle hand down her inner arm as they passed. There was a line on the women's side. By the time Scully emerged from the bathroom, the line had stretched through the short hallway and back toward the bar. She slipped her way between close-packed bodies. And just before she broke free of the crush, a male figure slammed a bit too hard into her side. She glanced over her shoulder and caught sight of a slick black coat with worn blue jeans protruding beneath. A heavy hat obscured the hair. But she stood immobile for a moment, despite the press for movement around her. Something was...something smelled... The man glanced briefly over his shoulder, not enough to reveal a face, then vanished through the exit door at the back of the hallway. She checked her pockets for her ID and her wallet, but all was still where it belonged. She hesitated a moment longer. Thrown. Utterly unsure why the encounter bothered her at all, but she could still feel the imprint of the contact along her upper arm and hip and the side of her thigh. She forced herself into motion, took the first few hesitant steps back along the curve of the bar. Gooseflesh prickled her arms, despite the waves of heat pulsing outward from the restaurant kitchen. Mulder was already standing beside the table when she returned, gathering their coats and gloves. The check holder lay on the table, receipt already on top. "There you are," Charlie said, welcoming her back. Mulder had picked up her trench coat and was holding it up for her to slip into. "Thank you," she whispered. And her voice was a little off, a little distracted. And Mulder didn't miss it. His eyes narrowed in concern as he turned his back to Charlie, offering a private exchange. "What's wrong?" She shook her head. "It's nothing. Some...," she gestured vaguely over her shoulder, "...weird guy. Nothing." He hesitated a moment, trying to read behind her words, but in the end he accepted her reply and nodded. He reached for his own coat. "Can we bring you back to our apartment for drinks?" Mulder asked. Charlie shook his head. "I'd love to, and I'd love to see the little guy, but he's probably asleep by now, right?" Scully nodded. "Should be." "Yeah...and I've got some work still to do tonight before I hit that early meeting tomorrow. I'll take a ride to my hotel, though." "You got it," Mulder said. Scully hooked her arm through Mulder's and nestled close to his warmth as they ventured out into the chill evening. She told herself it was a trick of the light when she imagined the same dark-coated figure watching her from the shadows of the far street corner as they walked. ***** (End Chapter 2. Continued in Chapter 3...) bstrbabs@gmail.com