DISCLAIMER JAZZ: "The X-Files" and its characters are the creations and property of the fabled Chris Carter, Ten Thirteen Productions and Fox Broadcasting. I am, of course, using them without permission. No copyright infringement is intended. All other concepts or ideas herein are mine. RATING: NC-17 SPOILERS: Through US season 7 ARCHIVE: ONLY ON THE AUTHOR'S OWN WEBSITE UNTIL STORY IS COMPLETED. This way I can mess with the early parts as later parts develop... TIMELINE: Though this takes place sometime after "all things", in this universe "Requiem" did NOT happen... "Water's Edge" by Elizabeth Rowandale Copyright (c) 2003 Chapter 15a **MUUULLLLDDDEERRRRRR!!!** Her vision was blurring from the overpowering sense of the surreal and the strangle hold on her throat. She couldn't trust her senses. But her body reacted on instinct. Training was a powerful thing. "Get off of me," Scully hissed. She lacked the breath to shout. She couldn't get the leverage to flip the man over her shoulder. But he wasn't slick enough to keep his hold on her throat impenetrable. The slightest shift from him, and she seized her opportunity. She angled away from the knife and swung him hard into the hallway wall. She heard his pained gasp, weathered only a surface wound to her throat; saw the blood splash onto the carpet. And in the moment of slack when her assailant gasped for breath, she ducked out of the headlock. Her hand sucked to her weapon, but before she could swing it around her body, he rushed her, shoulder first, like a football player. She hit his face with her knee and she heard the grunt of pain, but his force propelled her back and across the dining room table. She cried out as the landing jolted fiery pain down her spine. Every inch of her skin protested the contact with his form. "Get off of me!" she shouted, this time getting the force she wanted behind her words. She still had a hold of her gun. But he was quick to pin her wrists to the table, and for one wild moment of nothing between her chest and his but thin silk and cotton, she wondered if she had missed something in all the autopsies, all the forensics reports--or if maybe this were another criminal altogether--and a sexual assault was imminent. It was one of the few indignities of violence she had not yet suffered and secretly feared in the night. The man above her wore no ski mask, no nylon stocking to hide his features. He was dressed in black, but his boyish face was clear above her. Which meant he was either naively confident or had more lines of back-up than she was aware of. He didn't expect her to get away. He couldn't have been more than twenty-five years old. White with freckles and dark hair slipping over his eyes. Neat. Clean. Carefully groomed. The picture-perfect image of the boy next door; the horror movie favorite for a psychotic killer. Scully thanked the fates she hadn't kicked off her shoes. She dug her heel into the man's shin. His grip on her wrists didn't slacken, despite her carefully synchronized jerk for freedom, but he did pull his leg and hips back from her lower body just enough to grant her a hard kick to his crotch. That bought her a second, and she pushed up and took a shoulder high karate kick at his jaw. Her foot hit its target and the man in black's head jerked backward as he staggered a step away. She shoved back hard, sliding across the table and swinging her legs around to land on her feet, placing the table between them. Her gun was on him before she touched the floor. "Freeze, FBI!" The man turned slightly, hand caressing his injured neck and jaw. She wondered if she had broken his nose with her knee. He actually smiled. She felt sick. "Don't move!" She caught a glimpse of Daniel on the floor near the kitchen, but she couldn't see if he was hurt or conscious or even alive. She wanted desperately to look again, really *look*, go to him, touch him, but she had to shut that off, because every breath and thought had to be focused on the killer in front of her. "You think I'm scared of your badge?" he said calmly. "After what I've seen?" "My badge means nothing in the next ten seconds. My gun means a hell of a lot if you take another step." He smiled again. She never had a chance to see it coming. The knife sailed through the air at lightening speed, a sharp whistle cutting through the air. Scully ducked to save her face but felt a tug at her hair. She heard the dull thunk as the knife lodged in the wall behind her. The briefest glance toward the gleaming weapon, showed a tuft of red hair pinned to the plaster. Before she could recover, the man catapulted himself like a cannonball, bellysliding across the slick wood of the table and tackling her stomach as his weight flew off the table. They hit the floor together, Scully catching his bulk on her delicate frame. She lost the gun. He wedged his forearm against her throat. "Bitch. Stop fighting me. You've already lost the battle. You won't leave here alive." "Like hell I won't," Scully spat through clenched teeth. "Your boyfriend's dead already." She didn't listen. She freed a hand and clawed at his eyes. He cried out and fought back, and in the struggle they slammed into the legs of the table and chairs, and tangled with the jungle of wood, and she took a nasty hit to the side of her head; and she remembered hiding under the dining room table with Missy playing treehouse hideout at the square little house on Miramar and secretly writing their names in the most hidden corner of the underworkings of the table and how Mother never found out. She saw the gun. His weight was on her back. He was pulling at her hair, grasping and bruising her arms, but she was moving forward, dragging the two of them with the sheer force of her forearms, kicking at his legs, fighting for the use of her knees. Her fingers were inches from the butt of the weapon when he jerked her hair back hard and lunged over her head in a crash of chairs against table. A flash of pain and a blur of color and she was on her back again, head hitting the edge of the kitchen tile and the cold steel of her gun wedged against the hot skin of her throat. "Aaaaahhhh!" Pure frustration. She panted for breath, her throat straining away from the weapon. Her salvation was transforming into her downfall. "Why? Why--do you want--me dead?" she managed, trying to give the intimidation of eye contact, but wanting to look toward Daniel. She could have sworn she saw him move. "Don't you understand? Don't you get it? You, out of all of them... *They're coming!*. And they put that *thing* inside you, under you skin. So they can control you. So they can use you and make you a fucking slave for their Nazi take-over. Don't you get it? They already own you! You're one of them!" "I don't belong to anybody." *'Is any of this coming back to you?' 'I was there?'* He jammed the gun harder into her throat and a pained sound escaped her lips. "Don't talk to me. I don't speak to the enemy." ***** Daniel was slipping in and out of consciousness. The world was horribly black, and he had never had to fight so hard to catch a glimpse of light. But he registered random images of the unreal sequence playing out around him. He didn't believe what he was seeing. Dana slammed across a table; Dana, high-kicking the assailant who had taken him down in less than a minute; Dana pointing a gun; blood on the pale carpet; Dana pinned to the floor--*'don't pin me face down'*; Dana with a gun to her throat; Dana with her wrists and ankles bound in the same duct tape that held his own, Dana being dragged across the floor and hoisted back onto the dining room table. Every fiber of his being wanted to move. He ordered his muscles to obey, mustered every ounce of strength he had. But all he could manage was to hold back the darkness. He couldn't move. ***** "I am not the enemy," Scully managed weakly. But he had stopped responding, she had lost the window of communication, and his silence ate away at her wall of rage, letting crystalline drops of helplessness seep in. The man in black was hard at work now, intent upon his task, mind deliberate upon every step of the process. He had taken great care in positioning her on the table, carefully securing the rope to each of the table legs, then ever so attentively managing the shift as he fastened the rope to each wrist, tightening the slack in the exact second he released the tape. Her ankles had followed. The rough rope cut into her skin like tiny blades. Not all the bodies had had rope burns. He must have worked with his surroundings, adapted to his environment. He retrieved the knife from the wall, running a hand over the plaster as though assessing the damage. The image was eerily domestic. But he was wearing gloves. Not confident enough to leave prints. That, they had already known. She focused on her breathing. Deep and even. If she gave in to rapid breath, she would soon get light-headed, trapped on her back. And she had to keep thinking clearly. You were never dead until you were dead. There was never a point of surrender. Michaels didn't expect her for another two hours. The man crossed back into the kitchen, brazenly stepping over Daniel's prone form, and rinsed off the knife at the kitchen sink. He dried it carefully with a paper towel, then stopped to drop the paper towel in the garbage. A day's work to him. Nothing to rush, nothing to fear. Nothing to shake him outside of daily norms and customs. Scully pushed down a rush of nausea. *I'm coming to get you, girly-girl.* When the man returned to the table, she tensed hard, hurting herself as she pulled taut on the restrictive ropes. The man never made eye contact with her. His focus was locked onto her forearm. He had left her gun on the end table beside the kitchen doorway. Carefully placed beneath the pump lamp. It was all she could think about; but she refused to look. Her right arm had been fastened to the center leg of the table, leaving her arm down at her side, wrist ten or twelve inches from her hip. Her left arm stretched out above her head. He had no use for her left arm. The man finished unbuttoning the last stubborn button on her sleeve cuff, and pushed the material above her elbow. She actually entertained a split-second of gratitude that the sleeve was loose enough to rise. If it hadn't, he would have stripped off her blouse. He brought a chair up beside the table, positioned it at a precise angle. His nose had begun to bruise from the impact of her knee. But he seemed unaware of the pain. A slight puffiness to his jaw and a narrow abrasion of flesh marked the place her shoe had contacted his jaw. Her chest was quivering with every breath. She was straining in the unnatural quiet for the sound of activity in the hallway, for voices outside the living room window. For the least sound of breath or movement from Daniel. She had been rewarded with a shallow sigh moments ago. At that second, at least, he had been alive. As the tip of the knife touched the pale skin of her forearm, the man lifted his head and sought her eyes. "If there is any part of you that is still human, I'm sorry for what you must suffer. But they feel what you feel now. They see what you see, and they know what you know. Your memories and experiences are no longer your own. And so...they must feel your punishment." "I...am not...one of them," Scully said firmly, eyes heavy, voice like ice. She knew she should be maintaining human warmth with her attacker, trying to appeal to his understanding, his sympathy. Work within his logic. But anger had taken hold and was keeping her heart beating and her head clear. She couldn't sustain the duality. The man returned his attention to her arm, and made the first cut. ***** The screams brought him back to consciousness, like a primitive mourning cry dragging him up from the netherworlds. Reality took a moment to form around the sound. But he registered the gut truth before he opened his eyes. Dana. Dana was screaming. Screaming in desperate pain. He squinted through the darkness. Things were clearing more quickly this time, the scope of his vision had widened near to normal. The room was properly bright and expansive. But the visions before him remained unbelievable. The intruder had his back turned to Daniel. He caught only glimpses of Dana, strapped to the table a few yards away. There was more blood on the floor. Daniel was afraid to move. He needed to think, absorb every aspect of the situation before he gave up his advantage. His wrists and ankles were bound, ankles roped to something heavy he couldn't see. But his wrists weren't tied to anything else. Which meant the intruder took him to be in worse shape than he was. He had to take advantage of that. From the sound of Dana's cries, it was all they had. ***** The pain blurred red across her vision. She was losing focus. It was increasingly difficult to thread together the facts and formulate a plan. She had caught one good look at the letters slowly forming on her arm, then ceased to watch. Struggling only jostled the knife and tore at her flesh. But her suffering was starting to work to her advantage. The truth of that was sinking into her thoughts. The more she appeared to surrender to the pain, to lose her fight in the agony; the more the man in black relaxed his approach. He expected her to give up. Expected her to give in. And he was struggling, squirming, endeavoring to gain the proper angle for his work. The further he moved up her arm, the more challenging the angle became. She saw him glance at the rope. He was considering letting it go. ***** Daniel had pushed up onto his elbow just enough that he could see across the top of the table. It had taken a full two minutes to reach this height, moving a hair's breadth at a time to avoid notice or sound. It took fifteen long breaths before Dana turned her head and lowered her gaze to catch sight of him. She didn't flinch, didn't speak, but he saw the brief flash of recognition in her gaze. She turned away again, continuing to play the game. He continued to wait in silence, watching Dana watch her assailant, fighting back the gut instinct to lash out, feeling her wrenching pain in his gut with every breath and cry. But he had to know her plan before he could help her. He didn't have much to give. But Dana hadn't given up. If he knew anything about her, he knew that. And if he could see it, see the pattern of her thoughts, maybe he could help. Maybe. He watched and waited. Dana screamed again. ***** All she needed was a distraction. *And one deep breath*. Anything to get him off guard at the right moment. But she needed Daniel to wait. She prayed he had been watching long enough to realize what was coming. Their window of opportunity was about to slip open. *Let him see it, let him see it, let him see it, please GOD let him see it. I haven't asked for much in a while. You know that. You know why. Please God...let him see it.* "aaaaaAAAAAAAHHHHHH!!!" The man couldn't get the angle right. ***** The beat of her heart seemed to slow to the beats of time in her head. She pretended she was taking the moment of quiet to breathe through the lull in the pain. She watched in complacent silence as he slipped the knot over the base of her thumb, drew the loop of rope down the length of her hand. Daniel threw the china figurine at the back of the man's head. It hit his neck, but the shot served its purpose when the man whirled around to face his attacker. Scully wrenched the knife out of his slackened grip, and sliced at his throat before she had completed a breath. She couldn't get a solid cut to a carotid from her limited angle, but she broke the skin enough to send him reeling away from her, and in seconds she had slashed the knife through the remaining three ropes and freed herself. She felt dizzy when she stood up, and her sleeve fell down over her arm, clinging to the thick coating of blood. But she kept her ground, knife raised and knees bent ready for flight. The feel of the knife moving through flesh swept goosebumps the length of her body. The victim never left the scene pure. When the man turned his gaze to hers, there was a new-found animal fury in him. She guessed she was the first to stop him at this late stage of the game. Or to hurt him so fiercely. His carefully marked plan was slipping through his fingers like the blood spilling over from the wound at his throat. In a battle of brute strength, Scully would go down again, with her weakened arm and her strength sapped by the loss of blood. Her wits and training were all she had to get them through. And she could see the way. She had one chance to make it happen. The set of his eyes was hard and dark. She saw the plan forming, saw him coming. She gave him the first two steps, waiting until his momentum was irreversible. She held the knife out in front of her, carrying out the pretense that she meant to meet him head on. The moment his foot hit the chair seat, propelling him toward the table, she made her dive. Under the table and between the chairs. Her forearms sheltered her breasts from the impact as she hit the hard wood floor and slid the last few inches out from under the table. She sent the knife spinning across the floor toward Daniel to secure his freedom. A foot underneath her, a lunge forward and her hand was on the gun. She didn't look back, didn't know how close he was behind her, but she whirled even as she was rising to her feet. He was around the table, charging toward her like a wild elephant. Logic and deliberation had abandoned him and left nothing but action. "I won't let them take over! You will not be their slave in blue!" he screamed, and he was no more than three feet away when she pulled the trigger. Her ears dimmed as the shot rang endlessly in the confined quarters. Her bullet hit its target. It always did. He dropped to the living room carpet. More yellow tape in her apartment. More blood in the fibers, more forensics teams combing through her life. The echo of deafening sound slowed down the world. Scully took in every detail as the man in black's body sank to the carpet; the bounce and fall of his dark Irish hair; the twitch of his hand against the pale carpet; the momentary clawing at the deep pile; the hitched breath moving through his wide shoulders. She drew four full breaths before she dared to shift her eyes. She didn't think of lowering the gun. He lay face downward. "Don't move," she said. Breathless, but firm. The warning might have been unnecessary. She wasn't certain how much damage the bullet had inflicted. She refused to err on the side of risk. She wasn't lowering the gun. She looked to Daniel. He remained on the floor, pale complected and trembling, but his feet were free now, and he was up on his elbow, working the knife against the tape on his wrists. Her breath came so hard her lungs hurt. "How bad?" she asked, cutting in and out of eye contact with Daniel to the prone figure before her. Daniel nodded cautiously. "Head injury. Concussion, probably. I'll be all right." Scully swallowed hard. "The phone lines will be out. It's his pattern. My cell phone is on the kitchen counter. Just above you. Can you get it?" Daniel shifted his body gingerly. She saw him check his balance and maybe a wave of nausea. But he moved on with only the slightest hesitation. His fingers closed over the small piece of metal and plastic. He sank back to the floor and tossed the phone to her feet. She stooped to retrieve it, never lowering her weapon, and rose with phone in hand. "You're still bleeding," Daniel said, his voice breathless from the small exertion. "How bad, Darling?" "I'm fine," Scully said evenly. Her fingers shook as she pressed in the emergency numbers. She didn't miss a key. "I'll be fine." *W-A-T-C--* ***** Feedback and the Happy Dance. One thing inevitably triggers the other. bstrbabs@gmail.com