Into the Light -- "She startles awake in the darkness, shadows of ghosts' fingers
brushing along the inside of her thighs." Text File

Through Glass Like Ice -- "He's driving her home in his truck and she wants
the road to stretch out forever." Text File

Ghosts On Silk -- "She remembers him in ways she never asked to have in her privilege." Text File

Stellar Drift -- "The first true change comes -- of all places -- in the baggage
claim of Reagan National Airport." Text File

Beneath the Waves -- "It began like a glitch in a satellite broadcast." Text File

Signal Fire -- "She's clinging to solid arms that are nearly all she has of home." Text File

One Year -- "He left when he saw her dance." Text File
~~Winner SG1 Multiples: Best Triagle, Strictly Het - Stargate Fan Awards 2007~~

Disjointed -- "She let her gaze find his, her beer-sleepy head resting on the back of her
couch, inches from his shoulder." Text File

Shelter -- "He lost the thread when she didn't speak." Text File

Texture of Memory -- "She harbors an aversion to metals. The sensation crawls
over her skin like mechanical spiders." Text File

Grey Between -- "Sam Carter is a force to be loved and a force to be feared.
He wonders sometimes at the grey between the lines." Text File

Speed of Light -- A life by the numbers. Text File
~~Winner SG1 Ship: Best Drama, Jack/Sam - Stargate Fan Awards 2007~~

Small Graces: Jack -- "He doesn't want to believe the fire lit image flash-burned to his
memory is the last time he will see the crystal innocence in her gaze."
--WARNINGS: Descriptions of torture, references to rape.-- Text File

Fractures -- "She's standing in the middle of the briefing room when it falls away. " Text File

Flicker and Spark -- "He has hardly finished the thought, when Carter steps forward,
grabs O'Neill's face in her hands and kisses him hard enough
to make Daniel's mouth water." Text File
~~Winner Best Multiples Story - Stargate Fan Awards 2006~~

Theory and Practice -- "She's having trouble shaking the images. Ghosts beneath
her eyelids." Text File
~~Winner SG1 Ship: Best Sam/Pete Story - Stargate Fan Awards 2007~~

Immediate Perception -- "These days...things were left behind." Text File

Snapshots: Some Kind of Love Story -- "...he wanted nothing more than to lift her out of this
glaring and metallic place and carry her to the cool quiet of the crystal tunnels, soothe her
hurts and heal her wounds in the golden lights of the Tok'ra outpost. But he knew
Samantha would never agree..." A Series of Sam/Martouf AU Vignettes

Something Like Home -- "Amid this mass of hosts, her sense of symbiotes tingles like
static beneath her skin." GateShip Wednesday Shorts 'Allegiance' challenge fic Text File

Distance -- "Maybe he was counting." Text File

Blue Flame -- "She wants to be warm." GateShip Wednesday Shorts 'Solitudes'
challenge fic Text File

Less Than -- "Too quiet and the shadows were all wrong and the night seemed endless and infinite...
and she was just...so...tired." GateShip Wednesday
Shorts 'Death Knell' challenge fic Text File

Caged -- "He's always been a little afraid of Sam Carter." GateShip Wednesday Shorts
'Wormhole X-treme' challenge fic Text File

Planetary Shifts 4: Touching -- "Her hair was golden in the streaks of sunlight and
her nails were polished and she was still calling him 'sir', but she had been crying on
his neck two days ago, and this Carter scared the bejesus out of him." Text File

Far to Fall -- "He works beside her in perfect synch, as if this has all happened
before." GateShip Wednesday Shorts '2001' challenge fic Text File

Blue Light -- "The teasing was good; nice, and warm, but he knew her lightness was
a bit of a glitz and show, knew it would wash off with the lipstick and mascara, and
he wished they could really...talk for a moment." Text File

Reflections in the Quantum Glass (WIP) -- "...it feels like somewhere....somehow,
in some other life...this happened...differently." Text File

Pure Sensation -- "She won't think." GateShip Wednesday Shorts 'Chimera' challenge fic Text File

Clinical Process -- "The ground is cold and the chill is starting to soak through her
BDUs and cause her hips to ache." GateShip Wednesday Shorts 'Tangent'
challenge fic Text File

Tilt and Balance -- "Too long every smile has ended with a swirling wisp of sadness and
the phantoms of things unforgiven." GateShip Wednesday Shorts
'Foresaken' challenge fic Text File

Time Blur -- "He had known her for a decade. He had known her for days." GateShip
Wednesday Shorts 'Enemy Within' challenge fic Text File

Rush -- "There's a race to be run and a little bit of risk, and that's Sam Carter all over."
GateShip Wednesday Shorts 'Space Race' challenge fic Text File

Into the Grey -- "Jonas feels her beside him, knows she is a million miles away." GateShip
Wednesday Shorts 'Nightwalkers' challenge fic Text File

A Decade of Planets and Three Cups of Tea -- "She smells like home." Text File
~~Winner Blue Moon Award for Outstanding Fan Fiction - November 2006~~

Cold In Silence -- "She chews on the inside of her cheek. Tries not to draw blood."
GateShip Wednesday Shorts 'The Other Side' challenge fic Text File

Seeking Home -- "She is the reason he came back." GateShip Wednesday Shorts
'Revisions' challenge fic Text File
~~Winner Best Ship: Pre-Ship (Other) - Stargate Fan Awards 2006~~

A Simple Change -- "The first time Daniel saw them kiss, he stared like a 12-year-old." Text File

Small Graces: Teal'c -- "He has grown accustomed to weathering his own suffering. He has
never grown accustomed to watching his friends suffer the same." --WARNINGS:
Descriptions of torture, references to rape.-- Text File

Before the Rain -- "Jack tells himself she heard 'I'm sorry', and he lets her walk away."
GateShip Wednesday Shorts 'Revelations' challenge fic Text File

Comfort in Sound -- "She can't stop the shivers that have little to do with the cold."
GateShip Wednesday Shorts 'Urgo' challenge fic Text File

The Intimacy of Shadows -- "In the silence around her, the memories that aren't memories bloom
and move like shadows.." GateShip Wednesday Shorts 'There But For the Grace of God'
challenge fic Text File

Contentment -- "Sam tries not to smell the dandelions on her skin or feel the rubber of
the park swings sticking to the backs of her thighs." GateShip Wednesday
Shorts 'Singularity' challenge fic Text File

Playing on the Edge -- "Her car is parked in front, her Indie around the side, and the lights
are on in the den. She has to be here." GateShip Wednesday Shorts 'Red Sky'
challenge fic Text File

A Typical Day -- "Daniel had never understood Jack's leisurely pace. In anything." GateShip
Wednesday Shorts 'Shades of Grey' challenge fic Text File

Ghosts -- "She kisses his lips as they part; like this happens every day." GateShip Wednesday
Shorts '2010' challenge fic Text File

Whispers In Red -- "Because sometimes this is all she has. The only excuse she has to feel." Text File

Lost -- "He should tell her everything will be all right. But he doesn’t know." GateShip
Wednesday Shorts 'Rite of Passage' challenge fic Text File

Silence -- "All she can feel in the dark is the thing she shut down when the world needed
her." GateShip Wednesday Shorts 'A Matter of Time' challenge fic Text File

Shadows -- "He tells himself Samantha is not Jolinar." GateShip Wednesday Shorts
'Jolinar's Memories' challenge fic Text File

Small Graces: Daniel -- "P3X-925 shattered her. And even then it was hard to see."
--WARNINGS: Descriptions of torture and rape, sexual situations-- Text File
~~Honorable Mention - Best Ship: Angst (Daniel/Sam) - Stargate Fan Awards 2006~~

Tangled -- "*She got hurt, bad.* And they closed ranks as they always have. They've
closed in around her. They are SG-1, and they encircle her like a wall." Text File

Drabble: Too Much -- "All Jolinar. Not enough Samantha."--Pre-FEMSLASH-- Text File
~~Winner Best Drabble, Character Focussed: Other - Stargate Fan Awards 2005~~

Planetary Shifts 3: Hearing -- "This visceral magnetism and constant in his life was something
he had never attempted to understand. It simply existed." Text File

Tolerance For Lies -- "She doesn't want her life to be a lie. Or even an omission." Text File
~~Winner Best Angst Story, Character-Focussed: Sam - Stargate Fan Awards 2005~~

Every Day -- "Seven hours later and when he drifted with false indifference past her
laboratory doorway, she was still seated at her work table, microscope lit
and paperwork spread around her like a survival map." Text File
~~Winner Best Episode-Based Story, Friendship: Jack/Sam - Stargate Fan Awards 2005~~

Planetary Shifts 2: Listening -- "It had always been strange to see her like this. It had always
been lovely and tantalizing and sweet to see her like this. Tonight, it was
beautiful. And painful. And nothing made sense anymore." Text File

Planetary Shifts 1: Watching -- "She has picked at her dinner while Pete downed a burger.
Pete is watching her, too. Jack sees it. And that is some kind of comfort.
And some kind of pain." Text File

Slipping -- "Her posture is a bit more relaxed than a few hours ago, but Daniel can still see
the shadows around her eyes and tautness beneath her skin. He knows he's helping
just by being here, but he wants to do more. They are intimate friends. Yet,
in many ways they know very little of each other." Text File
~~Winner Best Janet/Other Fiction - Abydos Gate Teryl Rothery Contest 2004-2005~~
~~Winner Best Hurt/Comfort Story, Friendship: Daniel/Sam - Stargate Fan Awards 2005~~
~~Winner Best Angst Story, Friendship: Daniel/Sam - Stargate Fan Awards 2005~~

Shattered -- "Brilliant blue eyes in the dimness and a million brilliant thoughts behind.
Dimples and laughter, and a crack shot under pressure, and the kindest smile
she had ever known, and every inch of her body radiating heat and the
scent of Sam Carter." --FEMSLASH-- Text File
~~Winner Best Angst Story, Relationship: Sam/Janet - Stargate Fan Awards 2005~~

She Sleeps -- "There's a ring on her finger, catching the rays of the morning sun. There's a
combat bracelet on her opposite wrist. There's a scar on her leg where the white of her
thigh flashes out from beneath the covers. He understands one out of three." Text File

Warm Place -- "'Which would prove you don’t know everything, sir.' She spoke the words
too quickly. As though if she bounced the reply back at him fast enough she
couldn't be held responsible for the insubordination." Text File

Guarding the Gate -- "In the pause that followed, the sadness returned to her clear blue
eyes, the tension he had always hated set into her jaw muscle.
'I'm trying,' she whispered." Text File

No Place Like Home -- "'Thor's ship?' she asked. Breathless and hoarse. The sound flashed
him to a time not so long ago when he had asked if she wanted to get up, and the
foundations of his world had shaken when she'd said 'no'." Text File
~~Winner Best Episode-Based Story, Team: Season Eight Team - Stargate Fan Awards 2005~~

Twilight -- "She pushed up again, hands soft and fumbling in her exhaustion. He wondered
if she'd slept since he had left the Tok'ra. 'I'm sorry, sir. I'll go.' 'Don't.' The one
word was so simple. But it was everything he needed to say." Text File

Night Voices -- "But of all the dangers Sam Carter had faced in her life at the SGC, she
had just been taken down by the utterly terrestrial danger she'd been training
to avoid since she was a pre-teen--the man in black with a van that grabs
women from parking lots." Text File
~~Winner Best Episode-Based Story, Friendship: Other - Stargate Fan Awards 2005~~
~~Winner Best Hurt/Comfort Story, Friendship: Other - Stargate Fan Awards 2005~~

Defining Ground -- "'Carter.' One word. But he put everything he had into it. And only enough
for her to hear. She heard." Text File

Contact -- "Real contact for a moment, and it tore his gut that it could very well be the
last in his human life. But true friendship was a pretty good
last thing to feel." Text File

Surviving the Thaw -- "A car swished past on the pavement, and somewhere in the distance
a truck horn blared. And all Jack could process was the beautiful woman in the
flowered skirt and denim jacket standing on his doorstep with tears in her eyes
and a staggering confession on her lips." (sequel to "Ice For Melting") Text File

Ice For Melting -- "Hard wood beneath her and cold tile under her feet and the dull echo
off institutional walls she called a second home. But it was all so cold and hollow
and she was starting to really understand why." Text File

Glimpses of Reality -- "It's clear as the shimmer of tears in her wide blue eyes that every
inch of her hurts. And she's asking nothing of him but a moment to hear." Text File

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Copyright (c) 2006 Rowan Darkstar